Wednesday, 10 March 2010

  • Wednesday.

    Ok so today i did pretty average but ive been doing stuff nonstop and im tired as fuck so heres the lay down.


    Intake
    1 weetbix and milk and splenda 80
    big ass homemade coffee 60
    diet coke 3
    carrots and beans 20
    sesame snaps 100
    icecream 100ish
    milo scoops of to get y chocolate fix 150 [NOT AGAIN!]
    scone bread and butter and jam [oops but it cured my binge] 200
    peach 30
    curly wurly 100
    steak 200
    veges 30

    1073... average but not overboard.

    unis been pretty [good] and as in good i mean encouraging.
    been loving my projects and my works going ok so im kind of ontop of it.

    sean is a sweetheart. i did him for the first time last night.
    he loves cuddles afterwards and talking and sex which is awesome.
    not like the last fucktard who ruined my selfesteem for life.
    he is soo skinny. =) i like to eat dainty infront of him and feed him my leftovers and he eats.
    hes been soo sick but. could not imagine what hes been through.
    makes me look like a vain selfish piece of shit.
    he has things to teach me and fun times to be had... and i fell for him but now im having little doubts.
    but im ok =) he is still awesome.. and looks after me very very well.

    stay happy girls =)
    your in good hands xx

Tuesday, 09 March 2010

  • Back to uni.

    Back to uni everythings running sorta smoothly.
    Im in love with the greatest guy =)

    Ill tell you more about him later.
    Im fatt as.. but i got really sick yesterday so im starting my new diet on my sudden sickness which is good for motivation.

    Yest:

    PURGE PURGE
    A few wedges + gingerbeer
    MAJORLY PURGED
    a ginger nut 50
    apple 50
    Soup 120
    Veges 20
    Teeny bit of lasagne 80ish
    roll 100


    Today
    1 weetbik & milk 100
    tuna and carrot/celery 100
    coffee 80
    half peach 20
    grapes 30
    [4.30pm]
    now am going to see the new alice in wonderland with goregous sean :)


    everything seems good again.
    a good start for a diet! and a new skinny mee.


Monday, 15 February 2010

  • Fatty. + brookes season wardrobe pics

    OMGG SO I JUST DELETED EVERYTHING!
    hahah anyway i start again..

    diets gone to shit.. im huge.
    ben having mass migraines and shit and been waaay depressed.
    anyway dumped [not really] brock and am seeing sean hopefully next week.
    and jakes not talking to me and its his birthday today. owell.
    im starting again.

    Intake 7pm
    Oats 50
    Tiny teddies 130
    jelly 9
    carrot 13
    coffee 80
    biscuit 50
    grapes 20
    salad 30
    dinner:
    lamb 250
    sweet potato 40
    peas and corn 70
    broccoli 10
    gravy 10
    carrot 8
    potaato 25
    ___
    795

    Just been op shopping so ive compiled some shots of me wering my favouirte outfits for you :)
    and i hope you likee it. I just bought some shoes and the dress which are the first pic.

    DSC_1126
    Dress OPSHOP $5
    Sunnies CATS MEOW [live] $20
    Shoes OPSHOP [vintage windsor smith] $9
    DSC_1117
    Tee OPSHOP $3
    Shorts MYER $15
    Scarf OPSHOP $2
    Bag GENERICS $140
    DSC_1138
    Bag RANDOM ASIAN BOUTIQUE $35
    Shirt COTTON ON $30
    Leggins COTTON ON $30
    Shoes TARGET $10
    DSC_1141
    Singlet MAURICE AND EVE $130
    Bag OPSHOP $4
    DSC_1155 Singlet MYER [quirky circus] $35
    Shorts PORTMANS $80
    Heels TARGET $35
    Bag BETTS $35
    DSC_1171 3/4s PORTMANS $20
    Boots TARGET $40DSC_1184

Wednesday, 10 February 2010

  • yayy job :)

    i have a second interviewww again today so hopefully im pretty close to getting this job.

    im back to 65.0 which is a bit more realistic... cant believe how up and down ive been lately... i shouldnt weigh myself every day but im obsessed... and need constant motivation.


    todays started well with intake 50 oats and hopefully ill starve unitl i have to go to this interview and straight to work... and then ill be ok. im going to try and not eat much after dinner either cos i havent been sleeping well.

    and i want to go to goodvibes

    but i dont know if i have the money or the company..
    all i know is the lieups sick and ill be off my chops..

    i really should to congratulate myself on new job.. and dads givng me a few cash jobs aswell so i probably can afford it.. but then i cant get my hair done this week :(

    ticket 145
    biccie 30
    going out satdy 30
    fuel 20
    and then thats the rest of my pay gone.

    plus i have to go on a stupid date with brock tomorrow and probably pay for lunch and stuff if ai need a coffee or anything... so ic annt afford it... BUT I REALLY WANNA GOOOOO.
    tell me if you think its worth it?
    and itll be good for my weight !! REALLY GOOD!!

  • epic fail

    So tomorrow was fucked.. i weighed in today like 1kg heavier WHATT THE FICK.

    anyways im trying to stary strong

    intake
    oats 50
    tea 3
    apple 50
    crackerbread and vegemite 50
    carrot 13
    salmon 50
    chocolate 100
    carrot 13
    zucchini and broccoli 20
    sausage 100
    chop 150

    ____
    60

    seee i doo good
    fuck you metabolism.. im fat again.